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Singing 周杰倫 - 说了再见

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AhhH.. Finally, went for a movie night out with SiaOLiaO. I have been asking him to hold off watching the movie so that he can watch it with me. Yeah, thats how gay we're. LoL. Well, it just seems that my movie kaki is him and gang, but gang usually come as a couple, for example, Martin and Greentea, Felix and Shuhui, Anthony and Peili, or even Liling and Louis. What the hell, might as well it be just 2 guys. Lol. At least we can check out the girls while we're at it. Anyway, all this couple are probably going to get married next year. WtF!? Its going to be a big blow to my wallet if they all get married at the same time. I was talking to SiaOLiaO about it just now, i wonder if it would be a good idea if they get married on the same day, same hotel, same ballroom? Maybe in the raffles ballroom in Swissotel? Where they can easily sit a hundred and fifty tables. Lol. That would be a First! haha.
Ok, back to the review,
Actually, if you really compare the older days James Bond to the current Daniel Craig version, i would definitely choose this more down-to-earth, masculine and modern Bond. It's more real, rather than rely on those high tech gadgets. The current one concludes well with several excellent action set pieces, and actore Daniel the monkey face sits well protraying that role. Well, i used to hate his face when the trailer of Casino Royale came out, but im definitely satisfied with him playing the role now, haha. The plot for Quantum of Solace is pretty thin, relying more on action scenes. So viewers who are looking for the action-oriented movies are going to leave the movie theatre pretty satisfied as most of the scenes are of Bond getting bombarded with machine-gun fire, engaging airplanes, boats, cars and scores of enemies. But since James Bond has been out for quite sometime, I assume, like SiaOLiaO said, we're the late bloomers for the movie. Haha.

After all this months, i waited patiently, hoping that one day she might come to her sense and change for the better. Guess i was wrong.
Chance upon her blog, and the images reminds me of the part of her that i dislike so much. I guess i only fall in love with her when i saw the more innocent side of her. The part that cared for me so much and wanting to make me happy. Maybe its the way she showered her love and do those little things for me that makes me want to love her more. And indeed, i did love her more. But i guess i have always been waiting for something that is pretty unrealistic, after all, she is still young. We have 2 totally different mindset right now.
So now, i make my unavoidable move. That is to carry on, to focus on what is best for me. With 2 competitions coming up for me, i should be working on them, rather than isolating myself to my thoughts. This void that i had created around me, seems to pull me further away from all my friends. My mind has been cleared, and just like a magic spell that has been lifted upon me, slowly the effect of her image doesn't gives me that same lovey-dovey feeling anymore.
I would say, i go more for the feelings than the looks. Definitely.. At least, thats a pretty good thing. I won't fall for every pretty girl i see. Lol. I do still feel for her, and i still couldn't throw away those pictures we took. Such memories.. A relationship expert would probably tell me to dump everything related to her out of the window. That is pretty logical. But when it comes to love, who actually follow the logic way out? Few more days would have been our 1 yr anniversary. And we have already parted for like 5 months now? Lol.
I was thinking of really, really throwing everything. I guess it takes time, so i'll give myself sometime and hopefully, on that midnight, i'll throw it away. I plan to go to the place where we used to go when we finish our work. And throw away the disc, where i stored all our beautiful memories in. And on the 12/12 i shall start to live my life to the fullest. No strings attached.
Everyone seems to be living their lives for themselves. Why should i be any different?
Word of advice, if you really wanna move on in a relationship, make sure you really stop it, no point dragging it on. Remove everything that reminds you of the person, delete all the contacts and don't isolate yourself. Have fun, spend time with your family and friends. Don't dwell on it. Make sure you keep yourself busy, get busy. Pick up a new hobby or focus on your passion! CHeers!

Very sad.. Such an amazing voice, attractive features.. Such a bubbly character, with the ability to liven up the atmosphere surrounding her.. But because of a troubled romance, she chose to end her life.. I totally felt for her.. Would you really say a person who committed suicide is a coward? I won't.. It really is a painful process for a person to go through and sometimes i just wonder, maybe even the most strong hearted being will crumble to it.. The pain that goes directly into one's heart, there is no armour thick enough to shield the pain.. Like her, i loved deeply and wanted nothing but a family of my own.. And having to lose it all, means shattering the very soul itself.. When we sing love songs that says without you i'm incomplete, or being as one, it actually means something.. If you really love deep enough, you will know whats it like to lose the other half and not being whole again.. It's like a big chunk of you has been ripped away.. Not being able to function properly anymore.. I had a screwed up relationship and was booted out from the competition even before i had some real tv time.. It really makes me feel even more dejected and felt the meaningless of life.. Have you ever wonder, whats it all about? Life and everything around it. Is it just party and have fun and wait to die? Lots of time i spent pondering by myself and i still do not have a clue what is life all about.. But i know what i really want.. Not a wonderful singing career, or something big in the music industry.. But to be able to work and build a little family of my own with the one i love.. Thats the most blessed thing i could ever wish for.. Such a simple dream, i hear you say.. But sometimes, the most simple dream is the hardest to fulfill.. Whatever it is, please treat your love ones nicely, you might just not know when they might leave the world, either through some sickness or other means.. Life is short.. No one believes it will happen to them all the people around them.. Don't be naive.. Spend more time to be a listening ear to your friend, you never know what is on their mind.. Thanks to SiaOLiaO for being there for me when i needed you.. Does the picture of 黎礎寧 bear a resemblance to someone we both know.. Maybe its just me.. I hope the image will stop haunting me.. Its been months.. And i'm trying to convince myself, somehow she left the world before me.. Man.. I need to take a walk right now.. http://tw.youtube.com/watch?v=hykGqKumWCM the link for the news of 黎礎寧... rest in peace girl.. please bring with you the pain and suffering that you know im going through..