Friday, November 14, 2008 1:55 AM
Rest In Peace 黎礎寧
Very sad.. Such an amazing voice, attractive features.. Such a bubbly character, with the ability to liven up the atmosphere surrounding her.. But because of a troubled romance, she chose to end her life.. I totally felt for her.. Would you really say a person who committed suicide is a coward? I won't.. It really is a painful process for a person to go through and sometimes i just wonder, maybe even the most strong hearted being will crumble to it.. The pain that goes directly into one's heart, there is no armour thick enough to shield the pain.. Like her, i loved deeply and wanted nothing but a family of my own.. And having to lose it all, means shattering the very soul itself..

When we sing love songs that says without you i'm incomplete, or being as one, it actually means something.. If you really love deep enough, you will know whats it like to lose the other half and not being whole again.. It's like a big chunk of you has been ripped away.. Not being able to function properly anymore.. I had a screwed up relationship and was booted out from the competition even before i had some real tv time.. It really makes me feel even more dejected and felt the meaningless of life.. Have you ever wonder, whats it all about? Life and everything around it. Is it just party and have fun and wait to die? Lots of time i spent pondering by myself and i still do not have a clue what is life all about.. But i know what i really want.. Not a wonderful singing career, or something big in the music industry.. But to be able to work and build a little family of my own with the one i love.. Thats the most blessed thing i could ever wish for.. Such a simple dream, i hear you say.. But sometimes, the most simple dream is the hardest to fulfill.. Whatever it is, please treat your love ones nicely, you might just not know when they might leave the world, either through some sickness or other means.. Life is short.. No one believes it will happen to them all the people around them.. Don't be naive.. Spend more time to be a listening ear to your friend, you never know what is on their mind.. Thanks to SiaOLiaO for being there for me when i needed you.. Does the picture of 黎礎寧 bear a resemblance to someone we both know.. Maybe its just me.. I hope the image will stop haunting me.. Its been months.. And i'm trying to convince myself, somehow she left the world before me.. Man.. I need to take a walk right now.. http://tw.youtube.com/watch?v=hykGqKumWCM the link for the news of 黎礎寧... rest in peace girl.. please bring with you the pain and suffering that you know im going through..