Tuesday, February 16, 2010 10:03 PM
What is Love?
Sometimes, leaving the One you love or care about is the best way to love them.. By leaving the both of them, I'm able to be sure they will still remain best of friends..
I always see myself as one to bring sorrows to the one I love.. Would I dare to love again? The more I think about it, the more i feel, I'm not able to be a good lover.. How long was my longest relationship.. 6months.. How can i promise to love someone forever when i always screw up.. Who would feel secure about that.. Its better to leave them. At least I know both of them will be feeling better after sometime.. Time heals all wounds.. Doesn't it?
But the scars i carry will remind me, the pain of falling in love again... Always under weird circumstances, I have to make a decision to end things.. Don't think i would wanna think about love anymore.. Maybe its a good way for me to write emo songs.. Cause I'm always constantly living in the state of heartbreak.. Haiz..
This time round i even have to let people think I'm the jerk, fooling around with their lives.. What the hell man..

As if I'm really happy.. Just to let the both of them have a peace of mind..
Just like with my last r/s.. I had to act like a jerk to her so you will stop contacting me and focus on her current r/s... Always have to endure all this pain alone.. Tough life Willis..
Having my Semi Finals for TalentQuest. The venue will be at Millenia Walk on 6th Mar 2010. 2-6pm. Hope to win 2 competitions this year, and release my ep.. 1st song is almost done.. 3 more songs coming right up~
I feel like going over to taiwan to stay for a few months and forget everything here.. Just like what i did 2 years ago when i ended my longest r/s.. How come its only been 2 weeks and i feel the same misery i felt 2 yrs ago.. Haiz..
Heart pain, heart pain, heart pain...