Saturday, March 6, 2010 3:38 AM
Waiting for so many things...
Haiz~
I'm waiting and waiting for so many things currently. And people who knows me knows that i hate waiting for things to be done.. I'm currently waiting for my songs to be arranged so i can record them for my EP album. Competition dates..
Yes, in the meantime i should write more songs and brush up my chinese to write better lyrics. So seriously, whats so bad about waiting?
I guess i have always been avoiding the issues that really bothers me. I have avoided the girl i love for like 23 days now.. Been having sleepless nights ever since!! Situation forces me to leave her, which i think is for her good. Oh well.. Even had to lie to her i have a girlfriend. Tsk tsk~
All this bad stuff i have been posting on my blog and facebook recently. Have been making my friends damn concern.. Haha.. Even those that i never thought would bother sms me or msn me to ask if i'm ok. So touch~
While writing this post, she sms me.. Good luck and stuff for the competition later on.. Haiz.. My voice seems to be in a bad condition.. Otherwise i think i will nail the song easily..
I think one of the steps to becoming a celebrity is to never let people know your love life? And here i am always posting emo stuff on my blog and fb.. I decided this is the last time i will ever let my feelings be made known publicly.. It also worries my friends too much..
So this is the last post you will ever see me talking about my r/s problems~
But i'm really happy you guys are reading it. Happy that there are so many people who cares for me.
I'm really excited about the songs im doing now. Hopefully, i will make you guys proud~ Let's go for it~
Time to try to sleep again. Haha. I took like half a bottle of Pi Pa Gao and my voice is still bad.. I need rest.. But cant seem to get any.. Its alrdy 4am right now.. Gotta try again!! See ya guys tomorrow for the competition. And for those who cant make it. Wait for the good news!
Enjoy your day!